My New World has Begun !

Yup ! My New World has Begun.
New school, new friends, new uniforms, unfortunately old spirit !!
I want to face everything with the biggest smile I ever have !
But you know, the same things always happen. The old things !
I always cry, feel bad !! I'm so paranoid to face the truth !
To go to school . Even to think about it ! I hate school . I want to go !
I don't even want to remember that the things ever happen to me ?
I don't know why . I'm just so scared to face it !
I'm scared to realize thet my friends think that I'm a freak !
Am I ? am I a nerdy ?!
Why "school things" always in my mind ?!
Why I can't even enjoy it ?! It's been 3 weeks since I move here . But why I'm not feel comfortable enough ?! why my heart just cannot accept it ?!

in the place that I'm not belong to ...

Malam-malam, walaupun gw ga sendiri. Tapi rasanya begitu sepi.
Setiap mikir, apa yang akan terjadi besok. Gw ga pernah semangat, malah sedih !
Kekangan ini kaya ga selesai juga gitu !!
Sekarang gw merasa ga ada di tempat yang seharusnya gw berada !
I'm not in the place that I'm belong to !
gw di tempat antah berantah, ngotot kanan kiri buat menyesuaikan diri !
ARGH !!!!! just give me the answers, am I not in the place that I'm not belong to ?
SABTU KAGA LIBUR, BAJU GERAH BANGET !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just, bored !!!! Sekolah ini ga nyaman !!!

my vacation this far ?

ya ampyun .
bosen aja . euro udah abis . mau ngapain gw ?
huhuhu .. seharian ngurusin buku kenangan ajahh . ya ampyun .. cape mass ..
malah...... keseriusan gw dalam bereurophoria . sedikit terganggu dengan tugas buku kenangan .
cape siih, tapi kalo lagi ga ada kerjaan asik juga . tapi bete juga kalo ujung2nya cuman di komentarin .. with the same word, "design is unlimited", kentut .
cuman bisa bahasa inggris itu doang kali . setau gw, namanya oragn design itu harus tau caranya menghargai karya orang lain, ga cuman komentar padahal dia ga bisa bikin yang lebih baik .
huh ! talk less do more !!!! kalo dia nyelesain iklan aja butuh 2 bukan .
jangan salahin kita kalo lama . iklan doang mahh, cekepret !
hehe .. ga juga siih . tapi cape juga, tiap rapat buku kenangan dan ada orang ini selalu ada kerjaan baru yang bikin pusing . it's a simple thing ! knpa ga dia lakuin sendiri ?!
jadi ga bakal pernah selesai kann ? kampred .


back to topic, my vacation this far ????
SUCK . bosen, kaga kemana2 .. kemaren sempet ke surabaya siih ..
tapi "we want more !" hahahaha ..
manusia ga pernah puas ama apa yang dia dapet ..
biasa . it's a common things right ? hehe .. *sok inggris abiis !
the point is :

"I NEED MOVIES AND FOOTBALL MATCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!"